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Alexandria Smiley

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Temporary Relief For My Tortured Mind... by asylum-inmate, literature

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Temporary Relief For My Tortured Mind...

I can't take this anymore. I don't know what to do to fix it. I stay quiet, it kills me inside. I express my feelings, It causes anger, And I'm left in the Same. Exact. Place. I try and I try And I TRY AND I TRY To let it be, To ignore it, To hope to GOD that it will Just. Go. Away. But it doesn't. It gets worse. And worse, And worse, AND WORSE. I'm running out of ideas. Either I lose myself to it and let it kill me inside, Or I lose those closest to me. It gets more and more blatantly obvious. I try to tell myself I'm imagining it. I try to tell myself it's a misunderstanding, A fault in my perception, A mistake on my part. I'm reading it wr

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The Impossible Love by asylum-inmate, literature

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The Impossible Love

It's such a rush. That feeling against my skin that radiates within as well, that feeling so indescribable yet so familiar. Like arms pulling me back into such a familiar embrace, saying "welcome home", with more love and acceptance than most believe possible. Certainly more than I believed possible. Yet, it's there just the same. Such an acceptance, that no matter what I mess up or what choices or mistakes I make, it doesn't matter. None of it matters. I'm still accepted. For so long I ran from that idea, there was so much that screamed at me otherwise, so many voices saying I could never be good enough, I've messed up too much, I don't...fi

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Dec 10
United States
Deviant for 13 years
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Current Residence: Iowa
Favourite genre of music: Gothic
Favourite photographer: Samantha Jayne Faith
Favourite style of art: Fantasy, etc.
Operating System: MAC OS X Snow Leopard (I can't remember which number. -.-)
MP3 player of choice: iTunes

Favourite Visual Artist

Victoria Frances

Favourite Movies

Memoirs Of A Geisha, Repo! The Genetic Opera.

Favourite TV Shows

Doctor Who, My Little Pony, Ghost Adventures, any anime.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Mayday Parade, any gothic/alternative/emo/screamo/rock/j-pop/folk music pretty much.

Favourite Books

Alexia's Story by Mark Ellis (my fiancé ^_^), House Of Night series by P.C. Cast/Kristen Cast, Vampire Kisses series by Ellen Schreiber, Wicked Lovely series by Mellissa Marr, any manga.

Favourite Writers

Mark Ellis (^_^), P.C. Cast, Kristen Cast, Edgar Allan Poe, Ellen Schreiber, Mellissa Marr, and more.

Favourite Games

Final Fantasy (X, X-2, XIII), Kingdom Hearts (I, II), Prototype, Assassin's Creed, Halo Reach, and more.

Favourite Gaming Platform

Xbox 360, PS2, Wii.

Other Interests

Dark, Gothic, Fantasy, SciFi, Emo, Victorian, Steampunk, Cyber Punk/Cyber Goth, Oldstyle Pinup, etc.

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asylum-inmate

Aug 30, 2011

New piece up!

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Hey looook, looooooooook!!! I totally wrote something! :3 After, like......FOREVER! =D

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asylum-inmate

Nov 19, 2010

Siiiigh...

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I was right...I haven't been able to write since before that last journal post. -sigh- I'm fiiiine when it comes to roleplay and thinking up storylines and such...well, kinda, I'm not as good as some that I know though...but still, I am so frustrated that I cannot write anything meaningful. The only thing lately, was a couple weeks ago when something happened that put me in a depression that I am still working my way out of, and oddly enough I started to write a song but I didn't end up finishing it. But that's it. That's all I've been able to write. Auuuuuuugh...it's sooooo frustrating... I've been doing photo edits and stuff on Picnik, so I

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asylum-inmate

Oct 19, 2010

Scary...

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Okay so I haven't written in weeks. I have had so much inspiration, so many things both good and bad that I could write about...I just haven't been doing so. And when I don't write, I start to feel restless. But I just. can't. seem. to be able to write... I'm just hoping this doesn't become permanent. I have no other outlet really. My only other outlet that I've had has been cutting. >_> I used to draw two years ago, but I was never very good at it. I would mostly trace or free-hand copy anime but I tried to draw some on my own too. Lately a lot of my friends have been drawing more, so I decided to try it again and a couple days ago